when these knees are a knocking

Yeah so i absolutely hate public speaking. There is this presentation i have to give for my job four times a year and for the week before it arrives my stomach gets weak. the last time i nearly passed out and couldnt even read the words on my power point. i was all "well you can see up there what we do..."

this time wasn't as bad but certainly wasnt joyful in any way. i looked at the same person during the entire duration. then i said my opening line at the end of my presentation. how lame. and it was a good line. very witty. very ess volunteer crowd appropriate. however, it made no sense coming at the end.

also, my back hurts. and no one cares. and there is a feeling-sorry-for-herself ten year old stomping around my house. AND i have pms. oh happy days.