i feel bad

i think i make darin sound a lot worse than he really is. i am just being a girl. i want everything and i want it all now. moving in together is a big step. especially moving in with someone with a kid. instant family. its a big responsibility and if he's not ready yet i'd rather he took the time to do it right then to do it just cuz i forced him and then he may screw it up. things take time. this i know. all good things come to those who wait? so long as there are conversations, good times, and plans for the future i am okay with that....on most days.

we are going camping again this weekend and i cant wait. going to be fun. we are taking the child and going with another couple and their child. we have scavenger hunts planned. yatzee games. badminton. hikes. and of course drinking beer around the fire once the kids are zipped into tents.

by the way, the child returned from camp, unharmed. well the last two days she had a fever and was stuck in the nurses office on meds. but shes all better now. and she loved it. next year we will do one week in july and one in august.

in less than two weeks i will be the mother of a double digit year old child. please believe it. i know, i know. i am much too young and beautiful.